Today I had a really awesome encounter in the scriptures. I went to the temple this afternoon, seeking an answer and some guidance. I opened the scriptures in the celestial room, expecting an answer and I opened up to Alma 13. I began reading and at first wondered if I should choose another place to read because I was expecting my answer in a few short verses relative to my struggles and this chapter was talking about men being called to the priesthood. I didn't really feel it was applicable, but still, I felt compelled to continue reading there. So I did and I was so touched by the Spirit strongly in two ways. I read Alma 13-15.
First I was really touched by the verses in chapter 13 that talked about the choices we made in our premortal existence and how the blessings and opportunities in this life are a direct result of our choices in that premortal realm. We were left to choose good or evil and we chose the good with exceedingly great faith. That encouraged me because I know I chose the good and showed exemplary faith. I know that because of the blessings I have right now. Because mostly of the simple fact that I have the fulness of the gospel of Jesus Christ in my life. It is empowering to know of my premortal choices because that way I know I have chosen good, I have chosen the Lord's plan and I can continue to do so here in mortality.
The second thing that really struck me throughout the next few chapters is the adversity and pain that Alma and Amulek experienced as a direct result of their efforts to preach the gospel of repentance. The things that happened to them and the other believers are so atrocious that it brought tears to my soul to think of what they were feeling in those extremely difficult situations. They were absolutely committed to preaching the gospel of repentance, no matter the sacrifice! That was such an amazing example to me, and it was in that example that I learned my lesson, that I received my answer. I am extremely committed to the process of character growth and development no matter the sacrifices because I know it will prepare me to work out my own salvation and to be prepared to be an effective instrument of the Lord. I'm ready to learn more and push a little harder to grow a little more. It is time. And I am so grateful for the time spent in the temple today as well as the Spirit that accompanied me in my heart that helped me receive these answers that were just for me at this particular time in my life.
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